Many casual observers of the U.K.
poetry scene will have heard of Helena Nelson. They’ll know that she’s the
editor of HappenStance Press. They
might even know of her limericks and performance pieces. What’s unfortunately fading
into the background is that she’s a significant, major-award-winning “serious”
poet.
I’d been wanting to write the
above paragraph for several years. Why didn’t I? Because I didn’t want my views
to be coloured by my readers’ knowledge that she was the publisher of my
pamphlets. Now that Eyewear Books are bringing out my first full collection
next year, it’s time for Rogue Strands
to celebrate Helena Nelson’s terrific verse.
Today’s post will concentrate on
Nelson’s first full collection, Starlight
on Water (The Rialto, 2003), which was a joint winner of the Aldeburgh
Jerwood Prize. Let’s start with an extract from section IV of its pivotal
sequence “From Interrogating the silence”:
“Your letters matter more than
you will know.
You write; I keep them, one by
one, as snug
as acorns in their shell. I go to
them
if all else fails. When the
north-east wind blows
and tugs at the curtains, when my
heart has dug
a hole for itself, when nothing
can stem
obliteration – no place else to
go –
I open them...”
There’s no need to explain these
lines, yet their clarity doesn’t impede their emotional impact. Quite the
opposite is true. This isn’t so-called restraint. Only rare talents have so
light a touch as to be capable of transmitting such depth and authenticity of
feeling via apparently simple words. Nelson is keenly aware her challenge is
not in expressing something that is true to her but in making it true for the reader.
And yet she’s also at ease in
several different registers. Among the performance pieces and biting satire,
there are sudden changes of gear like in the following extract from “When my
daughter goes down in the dark”:
“…Her eyes deepen. She puts on
pearls,
dresses herself in darkest blue.
Shadows soften her mouth and
chin,
new frost sparkles beneath her
skin."
Anorexia is never explicitly
invoked, but its menace is all-pervading in this poem. Language becomes
sensuously dangerous in Nelson’s hands. Yet again, another tone, yet again a
coherent idiosyncratic eye holding her broad poetic vision together.
And there are more examples to
come. The Philipott poems, for instance, deserve a post to themselves. The
collection’s closing sequence, they dissect an entire society via a single
couple’s relationship.
The shorter pieces, meanwhile,
are simply exquisite. I’m delighted to have Nell’s permission to quote one of
my favourites in full here:
Completing the outfit
I used to wish you’d put your
hands just so
about my waist, spanning me here
and here,
encircling me in love and trust, although
you never knew I cherished the
idea.
A small thing. Doesn’t matter. Time
is gone.
Your hands, so square and kind,
don’t speak to me.
My waist has come to terms with
life alone.
My breathing’s calm. My heart
goes quietly.
I find these days I like to wear
a belt.
I bear it like your touch around
the core.
It keeps me safe. Quite recently
I felt
I had to tighten it. I think it’s
more
than reassurance in well-seasoned
leather:
it may be all that’s holding me
together.
This poem’s strength lies in its
ability to undermine itself (and its narrator) throughout. The reader only realizes
its perfection when reaching the end and immediately heading back to the start.